Friday, 25 February 2011
Finally, I MUST admit to myself that I have been doing my work so hard. Not only doing work, but also thinking so difficult & complicated. There's already an evidence and I can't fence off from those thing anymore. Even I have been trying to bring everything with enjoy, it couldn't be declined that sometimes it still burdens me. In fact, I'm not okay inside although it looks like I'm the person who has never had problems and many things to be though seriously. It seems not like that at all. Let me tell you something about this. Sometimes, I just pretend to be "everything is okay" person. But, one thing I must note here that no matter how hard I try, I couldn't lie to inside me physically. It will be something wrong with it.
My friend has ever told me that she envy me, and wonder how come I could be a person without any problem, and even there's something problem I could solve it well. Essentially, she looks at me as everything is doing well in my life, going smoothly and I can do and face all the thing without any troubles. Of course, it's not like what she thinks about me. As long as we still take a breath, problems will be always around us. Indeed, a death-person sometimes still has such of problems, am I right? Maybe, in this case, I'm just good in hiding it from my appearance.
Yes, I admit that there's so many things staying over my mind right now. But, we need struggle to get what we dream of. And, we MUST finish what we have started... Just hope that everything gonna be okay...
Posted by Idham at Friday, February 25, 2011